Talk:Day 121-130/@comment-25978970-20150319073239

Oh dear, quite the mess we get to see here don't we.

For the longest time now, i've simply informed the community whenever something arises.

But at this point, I think that matters have gone far enough.

I. Am. MOST. Displeased. With. The. Community

Well, it's one thing for a person to be upset,

Another for them to insult another's work,

Another to insinuate that it's hindering Re:Monster's progress,

Another to compare two different works against each other,

Another to insinuate that i'm lazy simply because I'm not releasing Re:Monster that i'm doing out of the kindness of my heart after i've made it clear that Re:Monster is one of the more boring novel's that i'm currently reading. Not to mention that i've also read it twice up to Day 280,

Another to insinuate that they are some sort of speaker of the people,

Another for people to become hostile after I've warned them that negativity heavily affects my health and motivation to do work,

Another for you of the community to think that resorting to swearing will make me happy in some way shape or form,

Another to continuously spew hatred thinking that by you offering such hateful statements over someone who is just frusterated and needs to be corrected with peaceful words,

Another to think that by showing hostility, you will convince me to release another Day of Re:Monster any sooner,

Another to not realize that by making a roll system, i'm leaving it to where there is a chance for Re:Monster to be released at all due to the level of hostility that is growing in the community,

Another that by being constantly alone and having no help what so ever is boring and leaves me with little motivation to work on this project that I find boring,

Another that there is very little thanks for what I do force myself to release with an ever growing torrent of people complaining that I haven't released enough,

Another that instead of complaining and showing hostility to others who are showing hostility, everyone is choosing to take the easy route of suggesting that random individuals should pick up the torch and help me when you are far more active in the community than others.

I'm annoyed.

As such, i'm not even rolling until Friday.

The amount of negative emotion that i've just gained through reading all of that hate has literally stolen enough motivation to start a 6 hour live session.

The reason I mention that i'm working on Ant Tensei is BECAUSE I didn't feel like working on Re:Monster AT ALL that day.

All of you seem to have forgotten the entire precedence and contract that I made with this community over two months ago.

"AS LONG AS THIS COMMUNITY REMAINS FRESH AND POSITIVE, I WILL BE MORE THAN WILLING TO SERVE, ALLOWING THIS COMMUNITY TO GROW AND PROSPER. THE PRAISE ONLY MAKES ME STRONGER, BUT HATE WILL HAVE ME BE HERE NO LONGER."

Right now, it isn't me who is breaking the contract, but the community.

Please either shape up, or in one month, i'm retiring from Re:Monster for other things.

This is the last I will comment about the hostility exhibited by this community.

There will be NO MORE hostility. If you cannot leave a comment without hostility, than you better believe you don't need to write it, because if you do, you are harming my health, my motivation, and my desire to continue working hard for this community.

I will never have an interest in a community that becomes dark, it becomes boring and lacks the spark and emotion to give me energy. I haven't had a single spark from here since midway through February.

Show me that i'm wrong, stop disappointing me everyone.

This is the last chance i'm offering.

~White